I've been bumming around since the month of April and it's starting to get to me. Yeah, I spent the month studying for the SATs and maybe partying around. At least I was doing something last month and I think I was still active. Waking up earlier and stuff like that.
This month of May is a whole other level, I swear. I've always been a productive person and someone who has to do something everyday whether it's just running on the treadmill to get a good work out. Or just reading a book. These days.. I do.. well.. NOTHING. And no, watching God knows how many romantic comedies and Hindi movies is not counted as something productive to do.
I don't even exercise anymore or control my diet. For those who know me, that is so huge cause for the past like three years, I've taken down what I eat and made sure I worked out at least four times a week. My days are simple now. I wake up at like 4pm, look for food, maybe shower, watch television, eat, lay in bed with the computer and then sleep at about 7am then do it all over again. I do believe in the occasional sleeping the whole day just so you can days but key word: occasional.
I go out every now and then just to get myself sane and I spend money. Money that is suppose to be in a savings account. Simple accounts: money go out while no money goes it makes money less. A lot less. =( So now, I basically am becoming broke. And gaining weight like a big old elephant. This is not good! I get so bored. It doesn't help that summer break is like in two weeks in the US and all the shows that I watch will be going on hiatus/break so I won't have anything to watch for the next few months.
So, why am I overly free and suddenly so lazy? I have no freaking idea! University admissions have come to a standstill since I'm still waiting for Singapore to accept or decline me and it is taking forever. I could just send HELP my application and be getting ready to enter classes in about a month which would be cool. I miss studying. I miss having something to do. Universities need to a little more considerate to those waiting applicants whose life basically becomes blank while waiting for their yes or no.
The only thing I do that's productive is my mandarin classes every Thursday but that too will end next week if I choose not to do the next level. I don't know if I should. If I even want to. My brother is all for it and so is my dad but I don't want to. Maybe I'm just sooo lazy. Oh my God! What's happening to me!?
That is it! Tomorrow I'm waking up at 10.30am and figuring this out. I WILL work out tomorrow if it's the last thing I do! Gah, bed, why do you have to be so comfortable. Weather, why do you have to tempt me to sleep?!
I'm going to go crazy if I keep succumbing to laziness. Go away procrastination. Shoo! GO AWAY!
I miss the old Joo Lee. I miss only being able to sleep four hours a day cause my schedule is so packed. And I seriously pity my circle of people especially Sara. She has to deal with my random texts and calls screaming I miss you! And she has a job that keeps her on her feet for 9 hours. I have such a good best friend!
Oh, and you know you've become too free and bored when you signed up for a twitter account, are online for 20 hours on facebook and start stalking people and randomly saying hi.
XoXo,
Jules
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